Complain

We complain much about everything. Early trimester, I keep complain how I cannot eat proper over my morning sickness, I complain my back hurt, I complain everything and everyone smell bad, I complain over my sleep routine changing, I complain no clothes fit me, I complain about people who loves to complain others. I can get away with hormone changing excuses if I want. haha. But then with a rational and calm mind. I question myself, Am I turning myself to ungrateful person? I have everything I want. Some people even die trying to be happy. I am a happy person. God give me this gift to be a happy person who can laugh even in my very sad moment, and I can make people laugh at his/her sad moment. Didn't I see this? I'm a happy person. I can be oh so sad, but I can easily turn it to positive things. While I'm whining about all this thing. There is a person or two, who really dying to get pregnant, who trying so hard for a years. There is a person really want to have a child of her own, but her mr. Right still not show up until she turn 30 or more. And i'm here complain about everything. There is a couple really want a child of their own but they just can't because of their financial problem. I'm here complain about everything and everyone is smell bad, then my husband bought a lot of air freshener, and to get rid of everyone odor he even bought me all the expensive perfume to make my smell even stronger than anyone else. Hahaha..and here I am still complain. I complain about how I cannot eat everything, he try so hard giving me the best food, bring me to all buffet around KK, bring back food I'm craving for. And here I am still complain.

All I am saying, we love to complain everything. Some single people complain about their 2k-3k salary. Cannot survive until end of month. How they have to looking for a side income. But there it goes with their fancy and imported car, and all the expensive gadgets which is they pay for every month. It's all about fancy and posh lifestyle. They forgot about having all this for sure come with only hard work. You want everything come to your life, but you not work that hard to get it. You will stay there and complain more. Questioning why this why that. And someday somehow you blame others. 

You keep dreaming about 'when I become rich, all I want to do is put my feet on the table' well dear, to be rich is to work hard. Rich people is the busiest bee on earth. They work hard, only sometime they enjoy a bottle of champagne but still in their mind is about how to move forward. Not like you. All you think is put your feet one the table and how to spend your money if you're rich. Complain more it will not bring you close to success in life. 

Count the blessing you have a long the way. Count how much love you have from your family and friends. Some people die trying. If you still have a chance to put your feet on the table and read your favorite books. I think you're okay with life. I'm okay with my life when I still can laugh in my worst day. And once a while read my favorite books. Do you familiar with Anne Frank? a 14 years old, who enjoy her life with writing? Even in a war and hiding from enemies, she still keep continue writing for a good things happen in her life.

Allah blessed me with everything I have in life. For the things I did and for the thing i had. For making me as a stay at home mom. For the third will come on the December. For the two adorable kids. For a very supportive husband in everything I do. For having I Love Oldies to keep me busy.